Quote of the day:-

• 好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。

• 当你快乐时，你要想，这快乐不是永恒的。当你痛苦时你要想这痛苦也不是永恒的。 

• 你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。

• 你要包容那些意见跟你不同的人，这样子日子比较好过。你要是一直想改变他，那样子你会很痛苦。要学学怎样忍受他才是。你要学学怎样包容他才是。 
• 一个人的快乐，不是因为他拥有的多，而是因为他计较的少。

• 如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼   
• 不要期望生活是公平的。
• 不要自寻烦恼。 

I love diving, I love it when I'm under water I hear only my own breathing, I love it when I can move freely with no gravity, I love it when I know I'm exploring 2/3 of the world. Seeing all the interesting marine lives is a bonus to me. I'm not an advance diver, I appreciate breathe I'm taking underwater, complaining the buoyancy and safety stop is just for the sake of complaining :P in actual fact, I don't really care as long as I have m nitrogen gas :D

Can you dive if you can't swim? The answer for the question is still highly arguable. Some people say definitely can't dive if you can't swim because when taking the dive certification there will be swimming test. So you must be able to swim for 200m continuously. But some people say you don't need swimming skill to dive. A friend of mine said that when you swim you float, but when you dive you sink, so you don't need to swim to sink. Well... before I give my opinion, let me share about my dive experience.

Can I swim? Basically I would say I can't swim. I never swim in the sea. This is a very sad fact because I love beach so much. I like the waves and the sand at the beach. But I never swim there!! Do you think that EVERYBODY can snorkel even if they can't swim? Well the thing is, you can always snorkel while wearing floating jacket. So, it's easy, yeah? Hmmm...this is embarrassing, but I still cannot feel comfortable while snorkeling. 

Back to my diving story. I could do all the skills: breathing, the cleaning of the mask, finding the regulator back if it was off the mouth, the buoyancy (well...I'm not too good at this, cause I can't sink easily and float easily). We had to carry all our equipments, except the tank. Thanks God. I don't think I could carry the thank :P One of the frightening time in my life was when we had to jump out of the boat carrying the heavy tank which I could even carry while I was sitting on the boat, wearing the BCD (with the tank being attached). The flip-back-entering-the-water style was so SCARY! You don't need anybody to push you, you will be pulled to the water because of the heavy tank on your back. But anyway, I did it and it was OK, not as scary as I thought :P Then the boat left us.

After the boat left, I was pushed away by the wave. The instructor told me to swim towards their direction. I tried and tried... but I couldn't. I was swept further and further from them. I got panicked. I breathe in panic cause the wave kept pushing me away and the water splashed to my face. I was holding my friend's arm tightly, I went down the water. My friend offered his hand to take care of me because we were supposed to be 'buddies'. We saw turtles, stingray, cuttlefish, yellow snapper, mantis peacock shrimp, box fish, nudi nudi and nudis and some 'unique' fish which I have no ideas about the name. It was actually nice experience even though I never let go my friend's hand during the diving. Lol. I wouldn't let his hand go because I wasn't sure about my buoyancy skill. He even had to pull me hard to go further down to the bottom to the sea. How deep did we go? I never asked, but my friend said it was probably depth of open water dive allowed...18m!

My friend said that actually the key of diving is that you have to feel relaxed in the water. No matter you can swim or not.  I breathe air, yet I love to go down deep and look at the fish that most people don't get to see :) There's much more to life than staying on the ground. So I'm sure you can imagine how happy I can be ^^

Overall, we all had a good rest and relax time at the resort. Nice place, nice people, ok foods :P Thank you all for making my trip happening! ^^

Quote of the day:- 

• It’s better to know and be disappointed, than to never know and always wonder.

• If you spend too long holding on to the one who treats you like an option, you’ll miss finding someone who treats you like a priority.

• Don’t take anything personally. Nothing other people do is because of you, it is because of themselves. 

• I cannot control other people, but I can control if they are in my life or not.

It has been so long since I wrote on this blog that I even forgot the password to get it. I can’t believe it. But today for some reason I feel the need to put in words my thoughts, my feelings.

Life passes by and I’m still thinking what the hell should I do about a lot of things. I know you have never heard me say that word before but it is the plain truth. I’m frustrated with the chain of stuff that rolls over my life as I keep moving along in life. Or am I moving, sometimes I feel stuck.  

I guess it happens to the best of us, we go around life doing what we are supposed to for others and then even more if we love them. But do people tend to take for granted those attentions? I think we all do. I say we, because I’m sure I have done it at times but when it is done to me it is very hard to come up with a long line of excuses to justify the act. I try -I promise- to look the other way, to keep busy with other things, to understand that work, family, studies and everything else can come in the way but in time I have to accept that maybe I’m not being appreciated like I should.

Time to step aside, to give some room and to see what they do to demonstrate if I have a place in their life or not, that’s it. It’s not that I stop caring or loving, it’s just a moment to let things get back to normal. What I give is usually what I want to get back even though I realize it must come from their heart.

I guess all comes up to self-value myself and not be afraid to said it or expect it. When that moment comes I accept is not easy, but is even harder to stay there waiting hoping that they guess my needs. Not too many people can read minds so it is my duty to be clear and to the point, even though I also believe that at times silence can speak volumes both ways. It’s a matter of intuition and who I’m dealing with and for how long I’ve known them.

Let me tell you, outside of business calls I don’t call that many people, I can count them with only one hand. I like to dedicate myself and make relationships grow but I can’t do that with a lot of individuals, so I hand pick them. I can’t also do it if the other person don’t do the same with me.

I hope you understand what I’m saying here; don’t take anyone for granted and don’t let others take you for granted either.

Quote of the day:-

• Enjoy the little things in life, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things.

• People say that the bad memories cause the most pain, but actually it’s the good ones that drive you insane.

• It's easy to forget how perfectly life works out. When you are down, you believe that things never work in your favor. But if you look back, you see that, in many cases, things happened exactly the way they needed to.

• You only live once, but if you work it right, once is enough.

• Life isn’t worth living unless you’re willing to take some big chances and go for broke.

• People are going to hate you, love you, love to hate you, and hate to love you, but the ones that mean the most.. will always be there.

有些事情我明明知道是错的，还是要做了才甘愿。就算得不到想要的结果，就算后悔，也不愿违背自己当下的心意。打个比方说，为了通宵煲连续剧，就算 第二天上班像活死人，超级熊猫眼，还顶着分分钟被上司骂的可能性也在所不惜。人有时候就是低档不了诱惑。

有句话说得好，顺其自然。说穿了还不是不负责人的人讲的不负责任的话。不去想太多，不想前因后果，真得好吗？想做什么就做什么，想怎样就怎样，错了就道歉。我们都不小了，做什么都要对自己负责，道歉也未必可以祈求到原谅的。

你不去伤害人，不代表别人不会伤害你。但要处处防范，日子也未免太辛苦了吧！人，真是矛盾啊！想爱，又害怕受伤害。 

Today I received some terrible new, my friend's friend were driving home from Kg.Jawa last night and were in a car accident. He died in the accident.

I was in a state of shock. I feel numb and just want to hide away until the world becomes a fair place. I can't believe his children are going to have to grown up without him. I can't believe his wife has to raise two young children without their father.

Life changes. You get it all lined up just the way you like it and then something beyond your control comes along and bumps your off center. How nice it would be if you could get everything just the way you want it and say “okay, now…stay!”. But nothing stays the same. You grow up, make friends, lose friends, go to work, lose track of people, meet new ones and sometimes you ask yourself why. But all I can tell you is that every single experience you go through changed you in some way. Every new person who comes into your life changes you. Every moral dilemma or emotional experience you come up against changes you. It’s your job to decide how. 

Daddy I Love You! Happy Fathers Day!

Quote of the day:-

• Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

•  Someday, someone is going to walk into your life and make you realise why it never worked out with anyone else.

•  As we grew older it becomes difficult to just believe. It's not that we don't want to but too much has happened and we can't.

•  You can do anything you just have to believe in yourself.  
• She can't fall for you if you're not there to catch her. 

Daddy I Love You! Happy Fathers Day!

God made us for each other. He made me so much like you. He knew I needed a Daddy who would rough house with me, but also a daddy who would be patience and kindness, love and respect and who loves me with every ounce of his being! He knew you would need a little girl who has the most precious laugh on the planet, who has the sweetest voice, who looks cute in anything she puts on, who is a bit crazy about the word NO right now, who thinks bugs are horrible, who thinks you can fix anything, and who loves you with every ounce of her being!! Isn't God AMAZING!

P.s  No one in the world will ever love me, take care of me,forgive me, or accept me the way my dad does. the man i marry one day has some big shoes to fill :)

First impression comes only once, but it doesn't mean that it will stay the same. It can be changed. It seemed so simple, and suddenly it became so hard. Your perfect smile came out of nowhere, it completely took my mind. But I feel that it is a little too late. 

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, stay up late, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Got an email saying this:

"People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant."

Dear all
No matter you are a reason, a season or a lifetime Thank you for being part of my life

p/s: I fall in the Emo week again and still fooling inside my heart

Been so long I have abundant my blog.

I am doing "sort of" fine here, just get bit stress out about my working life really. Anyway will keep on moving and putting up my smile in everything that I come across =)

Please do not grieve like the world is going to end. you should know there are lots of unfortunate people out there whom are fighting so hard to live on! Get a life DUDE

Well. I was talking to my mum the other day as usual we talked bout daily life. By sudden I had so much complaint about people. I keep saying "I don't like this person bla bla bla" "I don like that person bla bla bla". Mum said to me "Why you always don't like people? Who do you like actually?"

After that night I was asking myself the question "Joey come on, tell me what you don like?" I started to list out all sort of "Don't like" and I asked myself again "What do you like?" I cant even give myself an answer

In your life, you have encounter so many people and of course some kind of people are really not in your "like" list but after all, they are still a normal simple person. You, me and them, we have different characteristics of those character make us who we are. The one you know I myself have been so linear to friends really. Apart from I keep complaining I don like this person, I dont like that person yet I dont throw harsh words on them.

No matter how much you don like a person, always do remember never say harsh word on them. Even when you are angry/ not in the mood. Word is the worst killer in the world. It's so easy come out from you mouth but it's hard to ease away from one's heart.

I was talking to a friend of mine not long ago in a conversation. My friend said that I am a "....." person (I do not know which adjective should I use lol) Anyway somehow hurt me in a way. I assume my friend doesn't know that and did not have the intension to say that. However I did not blame my friend.

Sometimes I think there are so much misunderstanding among human. When you said something which you know you don't mean that but in another part people will think you mean it. But again when you are seriously mean something, people will try to ignore it. So who are you going to blame? Blame me for being joking in a wrong time or blame you for taking it so serious?

No, there isn't a definite answer isn't it? After all I don't really care about what its all about as long as the person don say something harsh to me. We are not perfect neither you or me! But we can improve ourselves by putting down our ego and learn from others' mistakes.

Hello people! It's been a while since I last updated :) Oh well, just started my full time job for a month. Everything is ok, still have lots of things to learn really. I get commission only if I get sales. Hopefully all the cases I have submit get approval by RCC. Need money to live. In order to earn extra MORE MORE MORE money, I have to work extremely hard in looking for potential customers.

For those who are now still undergrad students and single. Please do find yourself a partner as soon as possible because by the time you get out to the society, all you have time is to SLEEP after dinner! lol.

They say, money is the root of all evil. But I keep on wondering why? Money is important in us anyway. We are working so hard for to receive salary to have money. I’ve been hearing people saying. “It’s so hard to earn money!” or “I need to work overtime.”, etc.

Well, for me, yes, it is true that money is something that we need to posses to buy what we want. Because it’s a fact that almost all of the material things are not for free. If money is not the most important thing, but then definitely it’s the second most important thing. It cannot buy us love, but can definitely buy us the things we love. If someone says that money are not that important he probably is lying. Peoples even die if they don't have money enough (like if they need life-saving emergency treatment / surgery) and they don't have the money.

A friend always said to me
Everything happened for a reason 

For the past few days
I feel that everything including people
turning C O M P L I C A T E D

The more you know about things
the more you are making yourself stressful
Because the things you know
you have to pretend that you not knowing anything
in front of your friends

I don't understand
why people just cant to be honest to each other
I don't understand
why people like to blame on others when comes to a situation that is right/ wrong
There are so many don't understand in my mind right now
which I hardly can use words to write in here

Everyday, I wake up at 7, go to work, and I'm home by 6.30/7pm. At this point, I'm actually finding my eyes becoming heavy and I want to go to sleep.  My friend was asking me to join the yoga class after working hour.  But I’m too tired to exercise. I had a long day, I just can’t workout right now. If I worked a full day, I don’t have the energy to exercise =(

trying to convince Bumi customers.

Sales Booth is starting.

My boss require me to finish and submit all the cases within this week. So in conclusion, I have to work for an extra day on Saturday. When he told me that, first question appear in my mind was : Can I claim for the overtime paid? Lol. Obviously, I'm working just for the sake of MONEY =D struggling for money makes me morally superior. We must struggle to have anything (no pain, no gain!)

Love it! Pisang Goreng <3

This afternoon, I was craving for Pisang Goreng so badly. I went to the most famous Pisang Goreng stall which is located in Kg.Jawa and bought RM 3 of these. RM1 for 8 pieces =) I always love their pisang goreng although it's fattening, but i still cant stop myself from eating it. There were many people queuing up in the heat just wanting to taste their pisang goreng, me being one of them. After getting my fried goodness, I headed back to my office to dig in with my colleagues. It was delicious. The pisang goreng literally melts in your mouth and it feels as if it was soaked in honey, it was really sweet. Absolutely divine. It will go perfectly with a scoop of vanilla ice cream..Mmmm.

Quote of the day:-

• Don't let others be the priority in your life, when you're just an options of theirs

• Be careful of what you say to someone. Because tomorrow they may not be here and you can't take it back.

Oh God. Finally I have time to blog :) I had been missing out so long. It's not that long actually. 3 days only. (:

Our CIMB MSF team is doing a Sales Booth at Majlis Perbandaran Tawau from 11th-13th May. From my personal perspective, I don't think this location is a great way to kick-start our business. Not much people walking into this building except their own officers, no air-cond, no fans. The hot and quiet atmosphere not only spoil our mood but also melt away our passion to show, demonstrate, sell the products or services we offer. 

Seriously, I know you care about us but. Stop it. It's getting over the board. Sometimes not too over.  Damn problematic. Screw it. You are hurting us. Please stop all these. There's boundaries. Please and thank you. I mean it. Literally. If it's not my fault, i won't fucking give you face. So don't try to act innocent when it's your fault. That's all. I'm out. 

What's the meaning of friendship? Is this supposed to be? Betrayal? Backstabbing? and much more. I'm not gonna mention this person's name so yeah, mind me. I'm giving this person face.

 

Did you ever use your brain and think before you talk?You're blaming someone who's totally innocent. You think you're always right and expect people to tolerate with you. Why did you enjoy putting people down?  And you still talk to me, look at me as if nothing happened. And you still got the face and ask for my help?! Damn, go get a life man!

When that person told me these, can you imagine how unwillingly i am to believe it. And you were talking to me at the same time. Dammit. GET THE HELL OUTTA MY LIFE BACKSTABBERS!  My middle finger is always here to salute you. And of course, you won't confess and admit that you are!  Such a hypocrite. D:< keep your judgements to yourself. Don't mess with me seriously. If not you are responsible for the consequences.

Quote of the day:-

• As we grew older it becomes difficult to just believe. It's not that we don't want to but too much has happened and we can't.

• Never be afraid to try something new because life getslimits boring when you stay within the of what you already know.

• Sometimes, when you're mad, you have the right to be mad, but you don't have the right to be cruel.

• you're afraid to do things or try something new, but in the end, if you don't take those chances, you're going to shut out the best things in life.

Happy Mother’s Day to all the great Moms out there. May God bless each and every Mother.

First, let me thank The Lord of All The Worlds,Seen and Unseen,Known and Unknown for giving me the best mother. I offer my apologies to my mother for my failings and weaknesses for not not being able to convey in full my gratitude to you for your unconditional love and tireless sacrifices for me. 

While many great things can be said about mothers, it is perhaps their never ending love and faith in you that makes the biggest difference. It has for me. So don’t forget to call up your Mom and tell her thanks for everything over the years. 

I guess mostly people are celebrating Mothers' day by having a fine dining or something out there with their own family. For me, I wasn't celebrating Mothers' day today as my mom was leaving to HK on this earliest morning.  and my dad wasn't at home during the night. So I ended up having dinner with Pink. Since her parents aren't in Tawau as well. We dined at a nearby restaurant.  Sound lonely right? LOL

Mom, without you, there would be no me.
Your love, your attention, your guidance,
have made me who I am.
Without you, I would be lost.

Mom, you nurtured me for nine months
Mom, you suffered a lot for me.
Mom, you are always there to advise me on my daily problems.
Mom, you are the first word I spoke
Mom, nothing can replace you
Thank you, mom.
I have always loved you
and I always will. 

Quote of the day:- 

• When you're struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it's just as hard as what you're going through

• People come, people go – they’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past.

• Emotions come and go and can't be controlled so there's no reason to worry about them. That in the end, people should be judged by their actions since in the end it was actions that defined everyone.a person can get used to anything if given enough time

• When you chase a dream, you learn about yourself. You learn your capabilities and limitations, and the value of hard work and persistence

I did not go anywhere tonight but just stay at home. So I was filling my Sunday night reading a favourite book of mine and listening to Jazz music.  I like reading book laying on my bed. It's relaxing and I feel that's the way I like when I am reading. but sometimes I fall asleep XD. But It is the most comfortable and gets my mind relaxed and ready for bed. 

If I sit somewhere and read, I would have a feeling like I am studying for an exam or something and it's not really an enjoyable experience for me. I think my bed is the only place I read my books. And I would have all my pillows surrounding me so that I could be more comfortable.

JAzz music is perfect and great with a good book. It helps a mood even. I like to set the mood with some soft Jazz music, played low, just to keep me company. I don't have to worry about voices being a distraction, and it completely helps when setting the mood of the story. :) 

This is one of my most favourite Jazz song sing by Ono Lisa named "I WISH YOU LOVE". Lisa Ono sang one of the best versions of this song. (Kindly pause the songs before you click the video below)

I believe that we are who we choose to be. Nobody is going to
 come and save you; you’ve got to save yourself. Nobody is
 going to give you anything; you’ve got to go out and fight for it.
 Nobody knows what you want except for you. And nobody will 
be as sorry as you if you don’t get it. So, don’t give up on your
 dreams.

Two of the hardest tests in life: The patience to wait for the right moment and the courage to accept that you’ve waited for nothing.

Life doesn't stop.

The more you hide your feelings for someone,
the more you fall for them.

You see,” he says to the girl, “you closed your eyes. That was the difference. Sometimes you cannot believe what you see; you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too; even when you’re in the dark, even when you’re falling.”

He wants to be with her. And she, whether she’ll admit it or not, wants to be with him, too. And yet they’re not together.

What would the world be like if we all had the ability to feel that someone is missing us? Like when someone is 10,000 miles away from you and they miss you so much, to the point where you actually feel it inside you. Imagine: you could be sitting there, drinking a cup of hot chocolate, and then suddenly have the ability to realize, “Hey, someone out there really misses me right now.”

The essence of life is not being perfect, impressing people, or succeeding at everything. The essence of life is simply making mistakes and learning from them, surrounding yourself with people that love you when you’re being yourself, and getting through the failures so that you can continue improving.

Quote of the day:-

• Take a look at what you have. Think of all you did to get it. Remember it only takes one second to lose

• Yesterday is history, Today is a gift, and Tomorrow is a mystery. Live each day as though it were your last, with the things that are truly going to last.

• You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.

• Life is what we make of it. We can achieve everything and climb the highest mountain if we simply remain positive even in the darkest moments.

Start with this:

Life - Was going through ups and downs for the past few months but things getting on track slowly. Appreciating the people around giving me hands when I fall. I believe in prayers and I know God always place those people to me and help me. *heart*

Work - is alright. Getting very busy soon "i think". Overall, still OK. Had a HUGE misunderstanding between my colleagues and me. Because I'm a quiet type of person. I mean if I close with that person, I talk; but if I'm not close with that person, I stay quiet. So, their first impression on me was cool, "sombong"-I'm those kind of girl who very proud of myself, those girl who pretend to be friend with them but at the back report everything to boss. Today, we confront everything out and our misunderstanding has been settled! Now, we joke, we talk crap, we gossip, we are on the "same boat" and protecting each other LOL! Communication is very very important between colleagues to build a good relationship!!

Family - They are the source that make me stand up again! No matter how bad the situation you are going through, family gives the the strength and go through with me. All I want to say is, I love them!

Relationship - Not thinking too much about it as my main focus is on my career!

I didn't know a person can be that evil and EGO. I know its all past.I should have forget and forgive. But somehow this person just RUINED everything I did and I get the blame for NO REASON! Her eyes are growing on the top of her head!! 眼睛长在头顶上, 目中无人，自高自大

So many times we regretted, we missed out those little things around us. It's all because we never too care about it. Slow down your path.

May be that's all for today!

Quote of the day:-

• We should all start to live before we get too old. Fear is stupid. So are regrets.

• You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.

• I live to succeed, not to please you or anyone else.

Hello I’m a little bored today. Daddy went out with his friends. Mommy went to Taiwan. I'm the one and only person in the house T.T I need to talk. So here’s a pointless entry LOL! This post will be the most meaningless post cause I’m neither emo nor happy nor sad nor anything.

I’m not unhappy, i’m not depressed, i’m just.

That’s the thing, I don’t know what I am right now. I’m in a limbo of feelings, neither here nor there, floating in this weird realm of nothingness. Okay fine. I might have exaggerated a little about how I’m feeling. I’m perfectly fine, and this is just an on and off feeling I’ve been experiencing.

Oh My Gosh! I cannot "tahan" looking at myself getting fatter especially the face. My face!!! Why my face and my body are not proportionate bloody hell! I would prefer a fat face with a fat..like really fat body rather than aiyooooo bloody hell don't know how to say! Which one do you prefer? Fat face or fat body?? 

I know many of my friends are stucked in a situation where they can't get the job they want. All I want to say is please don't give up. Never! Not because I'm showing off my job nor said is easier than do. I was floating around for 6 months plus before i got one. Even if it's not part of your desired career pathway but it would be a good starting point in not asking money from your parents right? Trust me. Even if you got the job you want you'll still whinge about something else. That's life!

Living in a big city is good when you have close friends hanging around. I envy big cities for only two reasons: shopping and dining =p but at this stage a bit difficult for me to live in big cities with zero savings *cries* That's why have to live in Tawau to practice self-control before i totally lost it at all LOL! Speaking of close friends i miss my friends again =( why you girls have to live so farrrrr awayyyyyy from me. Don't you know i miss all the joy and laughter that we had before!!

Let me introduce Godiva to you ladies! Your best friend FOREVER!!!! Your best friends during your bad days Hahahaha!! When you are left with nothing in this world but money Lady Godiva can be your one and only friend =) I'm a big fan of chocolates. Trust me! Try this one. It's quite pricey but worth the money ladies!

I think I need to improve my Malay language so that I'm capable to communicate with my colleagues. They told me, "kamu ni temperang betul." Haaaa??!! What is "temperang", I asked. "Temperang ialah sombong", they answered. Sigh! Is not I don't want join them and chit chat with them. Sometimes their speaking speed was too fast, I hardly catch it. Speaking Malay language makes me realize how terrible my Malay language is. So I think I really need to improve my Malay language skills and speaking too! I try many time to speak in Malay .but i can't speak it fluently.

This is the beginning of a new day. You have been given this day to use it as you will. You can waste it or use it for good. What you do today is important because you’re exchanging a day of your life for it. When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever. In its place is something that you have left behind. Let it be something good. Hope that tomorrow is a new day with a new feeling. That something different, better, is out there waiting.

I’ve learned a lot these past few years, that friends sometimes are not forever & true love does not always last. The good memories stay with you but the good moments go by fast. But someone will always be there, someone that honestly does care.

Never think “what if?” Everything happens for a reason. So when things don’t work out, shake it off and realize it wasn’t worth it like you thought it was.

People spend their whole lives trying to live up to other people’s expectations and being told what to do. I say screw that – be free. Do what you want, go where you want, and reach for the sky because life has no limits or boundaries. You only get one chance to do all the things that life offers you. Have no enemies, no regrets, no fears, and then you’ll have really lived life.

Too bad that people can’t switch problems. 
Because nobody knows how to solve their own problems,
 but they always know how to solve another’s.

You’re gonna fly with every dream you chase. You’re gonna cry, but know that that’s okay. Sometimes life’s not fair, but if you hang in there, you’re gonna see that sometimes bad is good. We just have to believe things will work out like they should. Life has no guarantees, but always loved by me, you’re gonna be.

Quote of the day:-

• Destiny is for losers. It’s just a stupid excuse to wait for things to happen instead of making them happen.

• I don’t want to sit around and hope good things will happen. I want to make them happen. I want to be in control of my own destiny.
  

The weather was SO HOT today! I know I live in a tropical country but the weather just keep getting hotter and hotter everyday. What is it today? 37 degrees Celsius? It is so hot today that you can make an omelet under the sun. Hot weather makes my oily face turns more oily T_T. Sometimes I feel itchy all over my face when I got under sun too often.. Just what went wrong with our planet now? I guess that is what it meant by Global Warming huh. Hmmm... I think global warming is kicking in. I wish the rainy season will come fast and wash away the heat. 

I had claypot yee mee for my lunch in such a hot weather. And I was sweating like I was just back from a few kilometers marathon. I feel impatient uncomfortable and irritable because the whole body full sweat. Gosh! I am not a hot weather person. The hot weather makes me feel lazy to even step out of the my office! 

I am not a cold weather person neither LOL! I only like that weather where it is in between the hot and cold where it is not too hot but not too cold, you can still go out side without a coat. That the type of weather I like. It makes me feel happy in side and I like that. So I prefer cool one, not too hot and not too cold. If too hot, I don't wanna go out; If too cold, I'm afraid I will be frozen like ice LOL!

A true friend is always there for you,but a fake friend is only there when they want something from you.

Everything you have been told is a lie. Things don’t happen for a reason. They just occur and you must deal with it, good or bad.  People will always leave you because the potential for better is there. They do not care if they have to step on top of you to get to euphoria. Everybody has somebody they use. And everybody, everybody lies. They all get mad and say things they don’t mean. But once they are said, they are out there, unable to be shoved back down your throat. Watch your tongue, but even more importantly, watch your back. There is always someone standing there ready to stab you.

Quote of the day:-

 

• Friends and peers come and go,changing with the seasons of life, but family is forever

• Treasure every moment that you have with your family. Time is a coin you can spend only once. Use it, invest it, make it count, and treasure it more because you shared it with your family. Special enough to have your time and remember time waits for no one. 
  

I joyfully treasure each moment with my family now.  Maybe last time while I was still studying, most of my time was surrounded by my friends, I honestly don't really know the actual meaning of "treasure the moment with family."

Now, I understand, I know! My family knows me better than anyone else and they love me for who I am. They might disagree with me from time to time. Sometimes they are even quite voice out their disagreements. When I'm heading out to be with friends, I already know the details my parents must have. Where are you going? What will you be doing? Who will you be doing it with? When will you be home?  The "past" me will think that they are nagging me and asking me too much, I feel annoyed, I feel uncomfortable with the "nagging & question" role so much of the time. But the "present" me, I understand their situation. I know they care me so much because I'm their daughter. I should feel blessed but not annoyed. I need to show them I can be trusted. So when they ask me, I just answer their question accordingly. 

They are the source of my greatest joy. No matter where we go in life or what we end up doing, we will always have each other. We are getting older and older each year which means our parents are getting older and older as well. Thus, we must treasure every single moment with our family since life is too short and no one really knows when he or she would die. We as a human need care, I need care, so parents need their children's care as well. Don’t you just agree with me?

My dad is a workaholic. He rarely join us to go travel. Either my mum and I or my mum, sisters and I. I remembered the last time we had our family trip was 3 years ago. And now, both sisters are studying abroad. We hardly have a time to gather together. So if you ask me what I most want to do now, my answer would be travel to other country with my parents and sisters.

 I'm not saying i can't live without you, because i can. I'm just saying i don't want to."

Just because it didn't last forever doesn't mean it wasn't worth while

One of the hardest parts in life is deciding when to give up and when to try harder

heart on a line

There's a huge difference between giving up and letting go.
Giving up is sacrificing what was rightfully yours, and letting go is forgetting what never was

Take chances, alot of them. because honestly, no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up the way it should be. your mistakes make you who you are. you learn and grow with each choice you make. everything is worth it. say how you feel. always be you, and be okay with it

God gave use two eyes, two ears, two arms, two legs, two feet, two hands, but he only gave use one heart, do you want to know why? Because he gave the other one to someone else and it's your job to find it

Worrying gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere

Saying goodbye is the hardest thing to say to someone who means the world to you, especially when goodbye isn't what you want

Have a piece of my heart <3

Just when you think things can't get any worse; they do. But i've learned life is like an hour glass sooner or later everything has to hit rock bottom but all you have to do is be patient and wait for someone to turn everything all around for you

 

Quote of the day:-

• 越多事情你越想得到它，反而往往会远离你，正所谓凡事不要太过强求 
• 在这个世界上，凡事不可能一帆风顺，事事如意，总会有烦恼和忧愁。当不顺心的事时常萦绕着我们的时候，我们该如何面对呢?“随缘自适，烦恼即去”。其实，随缘是一种进取，是智者的行为，愚者的借口。何为随?随不是 跟随，是顺其自然，不怨恨，不躁进，不过度，不强求；随不是随便，是把握机缘，不悲观，不刻板，不慌乱，不忘形；随是一种达观，是一种洒脱，是一份人生的成熟，一份人情的练达。

• Life can be tricky. Life can be sticky. Life can be fun. Life can be sad. But one thing is for sure, life changes like the weather, and we can either “go with the flow” or fight it.

Happy Easter everyone.
I wish you all the happiness, hope you will have a great time with your family and friends. Easter fills us with hope, joy and warmth. It is a time to get together with friends, family and loved ones and celebrate this joyful time. May you all have a wonderful day, no matter if you're celebrating something or not.

Here is a short conversation I would like to share:-

Girl: were best friends right?
Boy: yes, of course.
Girl: So be honest with me, who do u like?
boy: no one. i love someone
girl: Ohh, she must be very lucky
Boy: Definitely. I've loved her since i met her
Girl: Really? well, since were best friends, i wanna meet her. Go call her
boy: oh okay.
Boy takes out his phone, dials her number and phones her
girl:Wait, hold on I think I'm getting a call
*answers the phone*
Girl: hello?
Boy: i love you.

Went to Dreamland Coffee House for dinner last night. Dreamland's food is good but the service was really bad! I ordered Grilled Pork Chop. It costs me RM13.00. The taste? So-so only. I found the pork chop too dry and overly sour. We asked the bill for about 4 times. And the boss was telling us that the cashier was in the toilet. The way she spoke to us was so unfriendly! WTF! Hey, you're the boss, you can replace the cashier to calculate how much is the total of the bill right. What if the cashier was in the toilet for 30 mins? that means we have to sit and wait for her to come out?! Does it make sense? One more thing I would like to complain is they love to return the cash with lot of coins with all the 10sen.2 dollar=20x10sen. Sigh! They purposely wanna do it that way because they know mostly customers won't take the coins away and give it to them as tips. But even their service is bad, lot of people still choose to go there and have their meal. Maybe is because Tawau don't have much choices. Hmmmm.....

Chill at Vision golf at night with some friends. I love this place. REALLY small place, but the music was fantastic! The place surrounded by Jazz music. A bar with nothing else to offer but great Jazz. Go here for music but not the bar. I can think of no better place to go hear great jazz music in Tawau. Here is the only place. We had a wonderful time drinking in the Jazz soft music all around us.

I'm a big time "Milk-tea Addict". No matter what anybody says about caffeine, I just can't forego it. Had a slice of Walnut cake this afternoon at home with a cup of hot milk tea =)

Life is so much better with good cake =)

So you can imagine my joy when I came across this cake. The walnuts added a crunch which gave a lovely new dimension for the cake. I love the moistness of the cake and the crunchiness of the walnuts =)