Been so long I have abundant my blog.

I am doing "sort of" fine here, just get bit stress out about my working life really. Anyway will keep on moving and putting up my smile in everything that I come across =)

Please do not grieve like the world is going to end. you should know there are lots of unfortunate people out there whom are fighting so hard to live on! Get a life DUDE

Well. I was talking to my mum the other day as usual we talked bout daily life. By sudden I had so much complaint about people. I keep saying "I don't like this person bla bla bla" "I don like that person bla bla bla". Mum said to me "Why you always don't like people? Who do you like actually?"

After that night I was asking myself the question "Joey come on, tell me what you don like?" I started to list out all sort of "Don't like" and I asked myself again "What do you like?" I cant even give myself an answer

In your life, you have encounter so many people and of course some kind of people are really not in your "like" list but after all, they are still a normal simple person. You, me and them, we have different characteristics of those character make us who we are. The one you know I myself have been so linear to friends really. Apart from I keep complaining I don like this person, I dont like that person yet I dont throw harsh words on them.

No matter how much you don like a person, always do remember never say harsh word on them. Even when you are angry/ not in the mood. Word is the worst killer in the world. It's so easy come out from you mouth but it's hard to ease away from one's heart.

I was talking to a friend of mine not long ago in a conversation. My friend said that I am a "....." person (I do not know which adjective should I use lol) Anyway somehow hurt me in a way. I assume my friend doesn't know that and did not have the intension to say that. However I did not blame my friend.

Sometimes I think there are so much misunderstanding among human. When you said something which you know you don't mean that but in another part people will think you mean it. But again when you are seriously mean something, people will try to ignore it. So who are you going to blame? Blame me for being joking in a wrong time or blame you for taking it so serious?

No, there isn't a definite answer isn't it? After all I don't really care about what its all about as long as the person don say something harsh to me. We are not perfect neither you or me! But we can improve ourselves by putting down our ego and learn from others' mistakes.

Hello people! It's been a while since I last updated :) Oh well, just started my full time job for a month. Everything is ok, still have lots of things to learn really. I get commission only if I get sales. Hopefully all the cases I have submit get approval by RCC. Need money to live. In order to earn extra MORE MORE MORE money, I have to work extremely hard in looking for potential customers.

For those who are now still undergrad students and single. Please do find yourself a partner as soon as possible because by the time you get out to the society, all you have time is to SLEEP after dinner! lol.

They say, money is the root of all evil. But I keep on wondering why? Money is important in us anyway. We are working so hard for to receive salary to have money. I’ve been hearing people saying. “It’s so hard to earn money!” or “I need to work overtime.”, etc.

Well, for me, yes, it is true that money is something that we need to posses to buy what we want. Because it’s a fact that almost all of the material things are not for free. If money is not the most important thing, but then definitely it’s the second most important thing. It cannot buy us love, but can definitely buy us the things we love. If someone says that money are not that important he probably is lying. Peoples even die if they don't have money enough (like if they need life-saving emergency treatment / surgery) and they don't have the money.

A friend always said to me
Everything happened for a reason 

For the past few days
I feel that everything including people
turning C O M P L I C A T E D

The more you know about things
the more you are making yourself stressful
Because the things you know
you have to pretend that you not knowing anything
in front of your friends

I don't understand
why people just cant to be honest to each other
I don't understand
why people like to blame on others when comes to a situation that is right/ wrong
There are so many don't understand in my mind right now
which I hardly can use words to write in here

Everyday, I wake up at 7, go to work, and I'm home by 6.30/7pm. At this point, I'm actually finding my eyes becoming heavy and I want to go to sleep.  My friend was asking me to join the yoga class after working hour.  But I’m too tired to exercise. I had a long day, I just can’t workout right now. If I worked a full day, I don’t have the energy to exercise =(

trying to convince Bumi customers.

Sales Booth is starting.

My boss require me to finish and submit all the cases within this week. So in conclusion, I have to work for an extra day on Saturday. When he told me that, first question appear in my mind was : Can I claim for the overtime paid? Lol. Obviously, I'm working just for the sake of MONEY =D struggling for money makes me morally superior. We must struggle to have anything (no pain, no gain!)

Love it! Pisang Goreng <3

This afternoon, I was craving for Pisang Goreng so badly. I went to the most famous Pisang Goreng stall which is located in Kg.Jawa and bought RM 3 of these. RM1 for 8 pieces =) I always love their pisang goreng although it's fattening, but i still cant stop myself from eating it. There were many people queuing up in the heat just wanting to taste their pisang goreng, me being one of them. After getting my fried goodness, I headed back to my office to dig in with my colleagues. It was delicious. The pisang goreng literally melts in your mouth and it feels as if it was soaked in honey, it was really sweet. Absolutely divine. It will go perfectly with a scoop of vanilla ice cream..Mmmm.

Quote of the day:-

• Don't let others be the priority in your life, when you're just an options of theirs

• Be careful of what you say to someone. Because tomorrow they may not be here and you can't take it back.

Oh God. Finally I have time to blog :) I had been missing out so long. It's not that long actually. 3 days only. (:

Our CIMB MSF team is doing a Sales Booth at Majlis Perbandaran Tawau from 11th-13th May. From my personal perspective, I don't think this location is a great way to kick-start our business. Not much people walking into this building except their own officers, no air-cond, no fans. The hot and quiet atmosphere not only spoil our mood but also melt away our passion to show, demonstrate, sell the products or services we offer. 

Seriously, I know you care about us but. Stop it. It's getting over the board. Sometimes not too over.  Damn problematic. Screw it. You are hurting us. Please stop all these. There's boundaries. Please and thank you. I mean it. Literally. If it's not my fault, i won't fucking give you face. So don't try to act innocent when it's your fault. That's all. I'm out. 

What's the meaning of friendship? Is this supposed to be? Betrayal? Backstabbing? and much more. I'm not gonna mention this person's name so yeah, mind me. I'm giving this person face.

 

Did you ever use your brain and think before you talk?You're blaming someone who's totally innocent. You think you're always right and expect people to tolerate with you. Why did you enjoy putting people down?  And you still talk to me, look at me as if nothing happened. And you still got the face and ask for my help?! Damn, go get a life man!

When that person told me these, can you imagine how unwillingly i am to believe it. And you were talking to me at the same time. Dammit. GET THE HELL OUTTA MY LIFE BACKSTABBERS!  My middle finger is always here to salute you. And of course, you won't confess and admit that you are!  Such a hypocrite. D:< keep your judgements to yourself. Don't mess with me seriously. If not you are responsible for the consequences.

Quote of the day:-

• As we grew older it becomes difficult to just believe. It's not that we don't want to but too much has happened and we can't.

• Never be afraid to try something new because life getslimits boring when you stay within the of what you already know.

• Sometimes, when you're mad, you have the right to be mad, but you don't have the right to be cruel.

• you're afraid to do things or try something new, but in the end, if you don't take those chances, you're going to shut out the best things in life.

Happy Mother’s Day to all the great Moms out there. May God bless each and every Mother.

First, let me thank The Lord of All The Worlds,Seen and Unseen,Known and Unknown for giving me the best mother. I offer my apologies to my mother for my failings and weaknesses for not not being able to convey in full my gratitude to you for your unconditional love and tireless sacrifices for me. 

While many great things can be said about mothers, it is perhaps their never ending love and faith in you that makes the biggest difference. It has for me. So don’t forget to call up your Mom and tell her thanks for everything over the years. 

I guess mostly people are celebrating Mothers' day by having a fine dining or something out there with their own family. For me, I wasn't celebrating Mothers' day today as my mom was leaving to HK on this earliest morning.  and my dad wasn't at home during the night. So I ended up having dinner with Pink. Since her parents aren't in Tawau as well. We dined at a nearby restaurant.  Sound lonely right? LOL

Mom, without you, there would be no me.
Your love, your attention, your guidance,
have made me who I am.
Without you, I would be lost.

Mom, you nurtured me for nine months
Mom, you suffered a lot for me.
Mom, you are always there to advise me on my daily problems.
Mom, you are the first word I spoke
Mom, nothing can replace you
Thank you, mom.
I have always loved you
and I always will. 

Quote of the day:- 

• When you're struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it's just as hard as what you're going through

• People come, people go – they’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. Then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past.

• Emotions come and go and can't be controlled so there's no reason to worry about them. That in the end, people should be judged by their actions since in the end it was actions that defined everyone.a person can get used to anything if given enough time

• When you chase a dream, you learn about yourself. You learn your capabilities and limitations, and the value of hard work and persistence

I did not go anywhere tonight but just stay at home. So I was filling my Sunday night reading a favourite book of mine and listening to Jazz music.  I like reading book laying on my bed. It's relaxing and I feel that's the way I like when I am reading. but sometimes I fall asleep XD. But It is the most comfortable and gets my mind relaxed and ready for bed. 

If I sit somewhere and read, I would have a feeling like I am studying for an exam or something and it's not really an enjoyable experience for me. I think my bed is the only place I read my books. And I would have all my pillows surrounding me so that I could be more comfortable.

JAzz music is perfect and great with a good book. It helps a mood even. I like to set the mood with some soft Jazz music, played low, just to keep me company. I don't have to worry about voices being a distraction, and it completely helps when setting the mood of the story. :) 

This is one of my most favourite Jazz song sing by Ono Lisa named "I WISH YOU LOVE". Lisa Ono sang one of the best versions of this song. (Kindly pause the songs before you click the video below)

I believe that we are who we choose to be. Nobody is going to
 come and save you; you’ve got to save yourself. Nobody is
 going to give you anything; you’ve got to go out and fight for it.
 Nobody knows what you want except for you. And nobody will 
be as sorry as you if you don’t get it. So, don’t give up on your
 dreams.

Two of the hardest tests in life: The patience to wait for the right moment and the courage to accept that you’ve waited for nothing.

Life doesn't stop.

The more you hide your feelings for someone,
the more you fall for them.

You see,” he says to the girl, “you closed your eyes. That was the difference. Sometimes you cannot believe what you see; you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them, too; even when you’re in the dark, even when you’re falling.”

He wants to be with her. And she, whether she’ll admit it or not, wants to be with him, too. And yet they’re not together.

What would the world be like if we all had the ability to feel that someone is missing us? Like when someone is 10,000 miles away from you and they miss you so much, to the point where you actually feel it inside you. Imagine: you could be sitting there, drinking a cup of hot chocolate, and then suddenly have the ability to realize, “Hey, someone out there really misses me right now.”

The essence of life is not being perfect, impressing people, or succeeding at everything. The essence of life is simply making mistakes and learning from them, surrounding yourself with people that love you when you’re being yourself, and getting through the failures so that you can continue improving.