Quote of the day:-

• 好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。

• 当你快乐时，你要想，这快乐不是永恒的。当你痛苦时你要想这痛苦也不是永恒的。 

• 你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。

• 你要包容那些意见跟你不同的人，这样子日子比较好过。你要是一直想改变他，那样子你会很痛苦。要学学怎样忍受他才是。你要学学怎样包容他才是。 
• 一个人的快乐，不是因为他拥有的多，而是因为他计较的少。

• 如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼   
• 不要期望生活是公平的。
• 不要自寻烦恼。 

I love diving, I love it when I'm under water I hear only my own breathing, I love it when I can move freely with no gravity, I love it when I know I'm exploring 2/3 of the world. Seeing all the interesting marine lives is a bonus to me. I'm not an advance diver, I appreciate breathe I'm taking underwater, complaining the buoyancy and safety stop is just for the sake of complaining :P in actual fact, I don't really care as long as I have m nitrogen gas :D

Can you dive if you can't swim? The answer for the question is still highly arguable. Some people say definitely can't dive if you can't swim because when taking the dive certification there will be swimming test. So you must be able to swim for 200m continuously. But some people say you don't need swimming skill to dive. A friend of mine said that when you swim you float, but when you dive you sink, so you don't need to swim to sink. Well... before I give my opinion, let me share about my dive experience.

Can I swim? Basically I would say I can't swim. I never swim in the sea. This is a very sad fact because I love beach so much. I like the waves and the sand at the beach. But I never swim there!! Do you think that EVERYBODY can snorkel even if they can't swim? Well the thing is, you can always snorkel while wearing floating jacket. So, it's easy, yeah? Hmmm...this is embarrassing, but I still cannot feel comfortable while snorkeling. 

Back to my diving story. I could do all the skills: breathing, the cleaning of the mask, finding the regulator back if it was off the mouth, the buoyancy (well...I'm not too good at this, cause I can't sink easily and float easily). We had to carry all our equipments, except the tank. Thanks God. I don't think I could carry the thank :P One of the frightening time in my life was when we had to jump out of the boat carrying the heavy tank which I could even carry while I was sitting on the boat, wearing the BCD (with the tank being attached). The flip-back-entering-the-water style was so SCARY! You don't need anybody to push you, you will be pulled to the water because of the heavy tank on your back. But anyway, I did it and it was OK, not as scary as I thought :P Then the boat left us.

After the boat left, I was pushed away by the wave. The instructor told me to swim towards their direction. I tried and tried... but I couldn't. I was swept further and further from them. I got panicked. I breathe in panic cause the wave kept pushing me away and the water splashed to my face. I was holding my friend's arm tightly, I went down the water. My friend offered his hand to take care of me because we were supposed to be 'buddies'. We saw turtles, stingray, cuttlefish, yellow snapper, mantis peacock shrimp, box fish, nudi nudi and nudis and some 'unique' fish which I have no ideas about the name. It was actually nice experience even though I never let go my friend's hand during the diving. Lol. I wouldn't let his hand go because I wasn't sure about my buoyancy skill. He even had to pull me hard to go further down to the bottom to the sea. How deep did we go? I never asked, but my friend said it was probably depth of open water dive allowed...18m!

My friend said that actually the key of diving is that you have to feel relaxed in the water. No matter you can swim or not.  I breathe air, yet I love to go down deep and look at the fish that most people don't get to see :) There's much more to life than staying on the ground. So I'm sure you can imagine how happy I can be ^^

Overall, we all had a good rest and relax time at the resort. Nice place, nice people, ok foods :P Thank you all for making my trip happening! ^^

Quote of the day:- 

• It’s better to know and be disappointed, than to never know and always wonder.

• If you spend too long holding on to the one who treats you like an option, you’ll miss finding someone who treats you like a priority.

• Don’t take anything personally. Nothing other people do is because of you, it is because of themselves. 

• I cannot control other people, but I can control if they are in my life or not.

It has been so long since I wrote on this blog that I even forgot the password to get it. I can’t believe it. But today for some reason I feel the need to put in words my thoughts, my feelings.

Life passes by and I’m still thinking what the hell should I do about a lot of things. I know you have never heard me say that word before but it is the plain truth. I’m frustrated with the chain of stuff that rolls over my life as I keep moving along in life. Or am I moving, sometimes I feel stuck.  

I guess it happens to the best of us, we go around life doing what we are supposed to for others and then even more if we love them. But do people tend to take for granted those attentions? I think we all do. I say we, because I’m sure I have done it at times but when it is done to me it is very hard to come up with a long line of excuses to justify the act. I try -I promise- to look the other way, to keep busy with other things, to understand that work, family, studies and everything else can come in the way but in time I have to accept that maybe I’m not being appreciated like I should.

Time to step aside, to give some room and to see what they do to demonstrate if I have a place in their life or not, that’s it. It’s not that I stop caring or loving, it’s just a moment to let things get back to normal. What I give is usually what I want to get back even though I realize it must come from their heart.

I guess all comes up to self-value myself and not be afraid to said it or expect it. When that moment comes I accept is not easy, but is even harder to stay there waiting hoping that they guess my needs. Not too many people can read minds so it is my duty to be clear and to the point, even though I also believe that at times silence can speak volumes both ways. It’s a matter of intuition and who I’m dealing with and for how long I’ve known them.

Let me tell you, outside of business calls I don’t call that many people, I can count them with only one hand. I like to dedicate myself and make relationships grow but I can’t do that with a lot of individuals, so I hand pick them. I can’t also do it if the other person don’t do the same with me.

I hope you understand what I’m saying here; don’t take anyone for granted and don’t let others take you for granted either.

Quote of the day:-

• Enjoy the little things in life, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things.

• People say that the bad memories cause the most pain, but actually it’s the good ones that drive you insane.

• It's easy to forget how perfectly life works out. When you are down, you believe that things never work in your favor. But if you look back, you see that, in many cases, things happened exactly the way they needed to.

• You only live once, but if you work it right, once is enough.

• Life isn’t worth living unless you’re willing to take some big chances and go for broke.

• People are going to hate you, love you, love to hate you, and hate to love you, but the ones that mean the most.. will always be there.

有些事情我明明知道是错的，还是要做了才甘愿。就算得不到想要的结果，就算后悔，也不愿违背自己当下的心意。打个比方说，为了通宵煲连续剧，就算 第二天上班像活死人，超级熊猫眼，还顶着分分钟被上司骂的可能性也在所不惜。人有时候就是低档不了诱惑。

有句话说得好，顺其自然。说穿了还不是不负责人的人讲的不负责任的话。不去想太多，不想前因后果，真得好吗？想做什么就做什么，想怎样就怎样，错了就道歉。我们都不小了，做什么都要对自己负责，道歉也未必可以祈求到原谅的。

你不去伤害人，不代表别人不会伤害你。但要处处防范，日子也未免太辛苦了吧！人，真是矛盾啊！想爱，又害怕受伤害。 

Today I received some terrible new, my friend's friend were driving home from Kg.Jawa last night and were in a car accident. He died in the accident.

I was in a state of shock. I feel numb and just want to hide away until the world becomes a fair place. I can't believe his children are going to have to grown up without him. I can't believe his wife has to raise two young children without their father.

Life changes. You get it all lined up just the way you like it and then something beyond your control comes along and bumps your off center. How nice it would be if you could get everything just the way you want it and say “okay, now…stay!”. But nothing stays the same. You grow up, make friends, lose friends, go to work, lose track of people, meet new ones and sometimes you ask yourself why. But all I can tell you is that every single experience you go through changed you in some way. Every new person who comes into your life changes you. Every moral dilemma or emotional experience you come up against changes you. It’s your job to decide how. 

Daddy I Love You! Happy Fathers Day!

Quote of the day:-

• Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you are doing, you will be successful.

•  Someday, someone is going to walk into your life and make you realise why it never worked out with anyone else.

•  As we grew older it becomes difficult to just believe. It's not that we don't want to but too much has happened and we can't.

•  You can do anything you just have to believe in yourself.  
• She can't fall for you if you're not there to catch her. 

Daddy I Love You! Happy Fathers Day!

God made us for each other. He made me so much like you. He knew I needed a Daddy who would rough house with me, but also a daddy who would be patience and kindness, love and respect and who loves me with every ounce of his being! He knew you would need a little girl who has the most precious laugh on the planet, who has the sweetest voice, who looks cute in anything she puts on, who is a bit crazy about the word NO right now, who thinks bugs are horrible, who thinks you can fix anything, and who loves you with every ounce of her being!! Isn't God AMAZING!

P.s  No one in the world will ever love me, take care of me,forgive me, or accept me the way my dad does. the man i marry one day has some big shoes to fill :)

First impression comes only once, but it doesn't mean that it will stay the same. It can be changed. It seemed so simple, and suddenly it became so hard. Your perfect smile came out of nowhere, it completely took my mind. But I feel that it is a little too late. 

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, stay up late, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Got an email saying this:

"People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant."

Dear all
No matter you are a reason, a season or a lifetime Thank you for being part of my life

p/s: I fall in the Emo week again and still fooling inside my heart

Been so long I have abundant my blog.

I am doing "sort of" fine here, just get bit stress out about my working life really. Anyway will keep on moving and putting up my smile in everything that I come across =)

Please do not grieve like the world is going to end. you should know there are lots of unfortunate people out there whom are fighting so hard to live on! Get a life DUDE

Well. I was talking to my mum the other day as usual we talked bout daily life. By sudden I had so much complaint about people. I keep saying "I don't like this person bla bla bla" "I don like that person bla bla bla". Mum said to me "Why you always don't like people? Who do you like actually?"

After that night I was asking myself the question "Joey come on, tell me what you don like?" I started to list out all sort of "Don't like" and I asked myself again "What do you like?" I cant even give myself an answer

In your life, you have encounter so many people and of course some kind of people are really not in your "like" list but after all, they are still a normal simple person. You, me and them, we have different characteristics of those character make us who we are. The one you know I myself have been so linear to friends really. Apart from I keep complaining I don like this person, I dont like that person yet I dont throw harsh words on them.

No matter how much you don like a person, always do remember never say harsh word on them. Even when you are angry/ not in the mood. Word is the worst killer in the world. It's so easy come out from you mouth but it's hard to ease away from one's heart.

I was talking to a friend of mine not long ago in a conversation. My friend said that I am a "....." person (I do not know which adjective should I use lol) Anyway somehow hurt me in a way. I assume my friend doesn't know that and did not have the intension to say that. However I did not blame my friend.

Sometimes I think there are so much misunderstanding among human. When you said something which you know you don't mean that but in another part people will think you mean it. But again when you are seriously mean something, people will try to ignore it. So who are you going to blame? Blame me for being joking in a wrong time or blame you for taking it so serious?

No, there isn't a definite answer isn't it? After all I don't really care about what its all about as long as the person don say something harsh to me. We are not perfect neither you or me! But we can improve ourselves by putting down our ego and learn from others' mistakes.

Hello people! It's been a while since I last updated :) Oh well, just started my full time job for a month. Everything is ok, still have lots of things to learn really. I get commission only if I get sales. Hopefully all the cases I have submit get approval by RCC. Need money to live. In order to earn extra MORE MORE MORE money, I have to work extremely hard in looking for potential customers.

For those who are now still undergrad students and single. Please do find yourself a partner as soon as possible because by the time you get out to the society, all you have time is to SLEEP after dinner! lol.

They say, money is the root of all evil. But I keep on wondering why? Money is important in us anyway. We are working so hard for to receive salary to have money. I’ve been hearing people saying. “It’s so hard to earn money!” or “I need to work overtime.”, etc.

Well, for me, yes, it is true that money is something that we need to posses to buy what we want. Because it’s a fact that almost all of the material things are not for free. If money is not the most important thing, but then definitely it’s the second most important thing. It cannot buy us love, but can definitely buy us the things we love. If someone says that money are not that important he probably is lying. Peoples even die if they don't have money enough (like if they need life-saving emergency treatment / surgery) and they don't have the money.

A friend always said to me
Everything happened for a reason 

For the past few days
I feel that everything including people
turning C O M P L I C A T E D

The more you know about things
the more you are making yourself stressful
Because the things you know
you have to pretend that you not knowing anything
in front of your friends

I don't understand
why people just cant to be honest to each other
I don't understand
why people like to blame on others when comes to a situation that is right/ wrong
There are so many don't understand in my mind right now
which I hardly can use words to write in here

Everyday, I wake up at 7, go to work, and I'm home by 6.30/7pm. At this point, I'm actually finding my eyes becoming heavy and I want to go to sleep.  My friend was asking me to join the yoga class after working hour.  But I’m too tired to exercise. I had a long day, I just can’t workout right now. If I worked a full day, I don’t have the energy to exercise =(

trying to convince Bumi customers.

Sales Booth is starting.

My boss require me to finish and submit all the cases within this week. So in conclusion, I have to work for an extra day on Saturday. When he told me that, first question appear in my mind was : Can I claim for the overtime paid? Lol. Obviously, I'm working just for the sake of MONEY =D struggling for money makes me morally superior. We must struggle to have anything (no pain, no gain!)

Love it! Pisang Goreng <3

This afternoon, I was craving for Pisang Goreng so badly. I went to the most famous Pisang Goreng stall which is located in Kg.Jawa and bought RM 3 of these. RM1 for 8 pieces =) I always love their pisang goreng although it's fattening, but i still cant stop myself from eating it. There were many people queuing up in the heat just wanting to taste their pisang goreng, me being one of them. After getting my fried goodness, I headed back to my office to dig in with my colleagues. It was delicious. The pisang goreng literally melts in your mouth and it feels as if it was soaked in honey, it was really sweet. Absolutely divine. It will go perfectly with a scoop of vanilla ice cream..Mmmm.

Quote of the day:-

• Don't let others be the priority in your life, when you're just an options of theirs

• Be careful of what you say to someone. Because tomorrow they may not be here and you can't take it back.

Oh God. Finally I have time to blog :) I had been missing out so long. It's not that long actually. 3 days only. (:

Our CIMB MSF team is doing a Sales Booth at Majlis Perbandaran Tawau from 11th-13th May. From my personal perspective, I don't think this location is a great way to kick-start our business. Not much people walking into this building except their own officers, no air-cond, no fans. The hot and quiet atmosphere not only spoil our mood but also melt away our passion to show, demonstrate, sell the products or services we offer. 

Seriously, I know you care about us but. Stop it. It's getting over the board. Sometimes not too over.  Damn problematic. Screw it. You are hurting us. Please stop all these. There's boundaries. Please and thank you. I mean it. Literally. If it's not my fault, i won't fucking give you face. So don't try to act innocent when it's your fault. That's all. I'm out. 

What's the meaning of friendship? Is this supposed to be? Betrayal? Backstabbing? and much more. I'm not gonna mention this person's name so yeah, mind me. I'm giving this person face.

 

Did you ever use your brain and think before you talk?You're blaming someone who's totally innocent. You think you're always right and expect people to tolerate with you. Why did you enjoy putting people down?  And you still talk to me, look at me as if nothing happened. And you still got the face and ask for my help?! Damn, go get a life man!

When that person told me these, can you imagine how unwillingly i am to believe it. And you were talking to me at the same time. Dammit. GET THE HELL OUTTA MY LIFE BACKSTABBERS!  My middle finger is always here to salute you. And of course, you won't confess and admit that you are!  Such a hypocrite. D:< keep your judgements to yourself. Don't mess with me seriously. If not you are responsible for the consequences.

Quote of the day:-

• As we grew older it becomes difficult to just believe. It's not that we don't want to but too much has happened and we can't.

• Never be afraid to try something new because life getslimits boring when you stay within the of what you already know.

• Sometimes, when you're mad, you have the right to be mad, but you don't have the right to be cruel.

• you're afraid to do things or try something new, but in the end, if you don't take those chances, you're going to shut out the best things in life.

Happy Mother’s Day to all the great Moms out there. May God bless each and every Mother.

First, let me thank The Lord of All The Worlds,Seen and Unseen,Known and Unknown for giving me the best mother. I offer my apologies to my mother for my failings and weaknesses for not not being able to convey in full my gratitude to you for your unconditional love and tireless sacrifices for me. 

While many great things can be said about mothers, it is perhaps their never ending love and faith in you that makes the biggest difference. It has for me. So don’t forget to call up your Mom and tell her thanks for everything over the years. 

I guess mostly people are celebrating Mothers' day by having a fine dining or something out there with their own family. For me, I wasn't celebrating Mothers' day today as my mom was leaving to HK on this earliest morning.  and my dad wasn't at home during the night. So I ended up having dinner with Pink. Since her parents aren't in Tawau as well. We dined at a nearby restaurant.  Sound lonely right? LOL

Mom, without you, there would be no me.
Your love, your attention, your guidance,
have made me who I am.
Without you, I would be lost.

Mom, you nurtured me for nine months
Mom, you suffered a lot for me.
Mom, you are always there to advise me on my daily problems.
Mom, you are the first word I spoke
Mom, nothing can replace you
Thank you, mom.
I have always loved you
and I always will.